After just one bite...
Oh my goodness gracious.  It's 5am and I cannot explain why on Earth I am awake at such an obscene hour.  If you know me, it doesn't make sense.  But a lot of things have stopped making sense. 

Warning: Extremely Inebriated & Cryptic
So, I don't know how to explain it, but it is happening.  And I can't ignore it anymore.  There's no good reason to ignore it at all.  Still, take it one day at a time.  Today, tomorrow, the next day, and the day after that.  One day, one hour, one minute, one millisecond at a time.  But tonight (or last night) there was nothing for you.  Well, I wouldn't say nothing, but nothing compared to what it was two months ago.  Which is okay.  Things change.  People change.  And you just have to adapt.  I am changing.  And that's okay, too.  I will not let myself become the person I used to be.  I will not let myself do a number of things right now, and wallowing is most certainly on that list.  This is going to be an amazing summer, like it or not.  And I will do what I am inspired to do.  And I will take my cues as they come from only myself.

Meanwhile...  I am loving my suitemates.  I love living on campus right now.  However, I feel so bad for others.  I wish there was something I could do to change the arrangements.  But, hopefully it will work out for the best.  We cannot let something as trivial and dumb as this ruin an experience that is supposed to be (and will be!) incredible.

I can't wait to visit Orlando next weekend!!

I love you all, goodnight :)